Wednesday, November 09, 2005

On my way to uni....

On my way to uni i passed a museum where i saw a group of little kids all excited to see something which i see everyday...a huge plastic dinosaur.....anyways from observation..a train of thoughts departed from obscurity and made its journey through the following fields of enlightenment( i know...quite a vague usage of words )...as kids our lives were so easily excitable...our world was big...it had soo many things to find out and soo many more things to know...everything had to be remembered and heaps more was left to explore. Our world consisted of friends, family and by 'world'... i mean 'our bubble' ( please refer to previous post...=)...) we shared everything and wanted to be with everyone...when i was growing up i always wanted to know and do what my brothers were upto...in hindsight i know it was annoying for them...but...i did learn a lot...same thing with my parents..i wouldnt have realised their importance if i didnt want to be like them.....but as we grow up..our world becomes smaller...we become selfish and tend to prefer doing things alone...without much consideration of anyone else....from days where your mum would ask u everyday how school waz...to days where u really want to be asked " how waz your day ?"...but yeah...we close ourselves to everythin....

From another conversation with a friend...we deducted that as we grow older our capacity for risk reduces..while our safety bracket just grows larger...from days of late nite wanderings to early sleep in's.....it's just a personal recognition of a couple of numbers which u didnt even pick...anyways my mindless chatter will go on....to conclude this post...how abt opening your eyes and trying to experience the changing world around you and not trying to change yourself. how abt living the experience and not experiencing the living. cheers guys...thanks for being a great audience...=)

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

A passing thought

We go thru life trying to answer the 'what if' question...always trying to discover paths that were never lead...we refuse to accept our present self and try to accept the person we never were. Our fascination with destiny is exaggerated where we hope that the 'right' turn was taken. If only we were alien enough to accept ourselves and not figure out our place in this tiny bubble of a miracle. A painting showed me our individuality where each person has thier own world or metaphorically speaking ' our very own bubble'. U must be wondering about my fascination of bubble, all thanks to Coldplay- Parachutes..back to by endless thoughts....all we see is people walking around..but in actually fact they are different 'you's who have lived thier life different. They have the same problems as you...just different context's...anyways all i have to say is that being judgemental and subjective of another person is not the right way to go about finding a person's true personality....

The 'intense' blog

I got a comment on my previous post which made me think abt this blog. I didnt expect it to come out as 'intense'...but with a bit of afterthought and positive criticism i have realised that not everyone is ready for this blog...this does not mean i will change content...it only means that i should 'refine' my words..hehe...isnt 'refine' a nice word...well hopefully my future postings are a tad bit positive since i will agree that this blog does make me think about stuff that i should keep on the backburner for a while...well look out for my next post...should be soon...some anticipation for those who do read my blog...jus a bit of Alexander Pope for my end statement...it's from my favourite movie..." Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind "...do have a look..it's amazing...

How happy is the blameless vestal lot,
the world forgotten, by the world forgot,
Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind,
Each pray'r accept'd, each wish resign'd.
Alexander Pope 'Eloisa to Abelard'